All things Aquarius

Hmm… Today is Wednesday, December 10th 2025. I sit here on my bed looking at this site that I created back when I was in high school. 2018. A different time. It’s very nostalgic but it definitely opens my eyes to the things I found wonderful during my teenage years… a reminder that I once had dreams. And now those dreams feel different, look different.

Today I am 23…my birthday is coming up in January and I don’t know how I feel about that. Anyways, I was thinking about my life and what I want to do with it. I have come so far in my life yet, I still feel lost. So I sit here and decided to revisit this site because why not?

I was thinking about making this the first post ever to actually mark this moment for me… the first ‘building block’ so to speak. I’ve been alone recently and it’s giving me a lot of time to go within and reflect upon myself. That being said, I’ve realized that I have always loved journaling. I love writing my thoughts. I love exploring the duality of my mind, my spirit…my soul AND I love sharing my opinion ;P

Being someone who can share, create, and learn is exactly me and being able to influence others has always been a dream of mine. I don’t know if this post will ever have other readers reading this but I definitely want to write this to the “future” me. I, as of now, see this as a shareable diary. Or a sacred space that will be created for whoever finds this…May this site flourish and may this be something that I will truly have for me. Something that I can be proud of. This life is truly what I make of it. The only things I can take from this life is experience and what I have learned. I may not be able to offer much right now; however, I have a vision and I know what I am capable of. The result will come from the work I put into this site. So let this be the start here in 2025.

To my “future me”,

Let this be the first post. An open-minded post. The start of something meaningful to you. Something you can commit to. Something that can mark a change in your development, in who you are as a woman and what you stand for. An entry that is plain, no fancy editing, absolutely no AI, no color. To emphasize the start of creating your essence, your aura, who you are authentically. A “clean slate” that will share ‘you’ in every moment of life with yourself and whoever happens to stumble upon your blog whether your audience may be little to none or as huge as over 1,000 people. Every once in a while when you come to make an entry or a change to the site, come back to this entry as a reminder of where you truly started and remember to always create from who you are in the present, and to always write from the heart. ❤